"i want to be somewhere hot married to you with our second child on the way..."
don't count on it. i'd love to, oh trust me, i'd love to.
but, you're hurting me. don't you get that? i understand this "break" shit... really, i do. i just don't understand how i'm going to manage this summer without you. you're over it already. i can fucking see that. YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME AND THEN TELL ME YOU LOVE ME. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
i love you. i can't handle this though. i can't sit here and wait for you to be done having your fun all summer so you can take me back. i can't continue to cry myself to sleep every single fucking night because god knows if your off with some other girl, having the time of your life. i just need you.
i need you now, not a few months from now.
ps: i'm not killing myself, you aren't worth that.