fuck you.
i tried to cut myself. the scissors weren't sharp enough.
but you don't care, you say you do. you don't. you'll be lucky if i'm alive still, i just might do it. i don't care anymore. i didn't tell you so you wouldn't call my parents. fuck it.
if i don't off myself, i might just slice my leg to pieces. but it wouldn't matter. it shouldn't.
guess what? you don't love me. i figured it out - took me long enough.